Maybe, it's not enough. Maybe, I am not enough.

It feels like this is my first time to write a blog. I can't even remember how I start when I am posting at my blog. But well, that's not the issue here.

Hmm. Lately, I've been feeling so lonely. I don't even know why... Is it because of my school? Or is it because of my relationship? I don't know.

I am feeling so down right now. I really feel so unappreciated and unwanted... I don't know what did I do why I'm feeling this way. I am putting 200% of myself & effort in everything that I'm doing. But then, it feels like NO ONE appreciates it. The feeling of, you've done what they want you to do, you put so much effort on it. But still, they won't see your effort & sometimes they'll just ignore it. 

I'm asking myself, is it not enough? Why do some people don't know the word APPRECIATION. Man, just, why? 

Everyday, it's getting harder and harder.