“Wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you…”
It started on a friend request
that I received last November 1, 2015, which I got curious of. Seeing that we have
a lot of mutual friends and we’re working in the same company, so I accepted
his friend request.
He really got me.
I really got curious who is “he”,
every day I look on his profile and asking myself who is he, do I see him in
the operations floor, is he from the morning or graveyard shift… Until I saw
him one time on the operations floor, but the curiosity did not stop. Still, I searched
for his Facebook profile to know more about him, and by stalking, I discovered
that we got “a lot” of things in
common, and felt that he’s so nice, and it triggered me to know more about him,
not just by “stalking” his profile, but the real getting to know each other,
lol. And you know by that, it means that I like him.
Until this week, November 17,
2015, when he first smiled at me and the first time we actually “talked”. Then it
goes, I asked him to teach me his skills in vector, surprisingly, he agreed. Little
did he know, I have other intention when I asked him to teach me. Ha-ha!
Yesterday. November 21, 2015,
when I get to know him more. And after two-years, that is the first time again
that I felt so much happiness that I cannot really put in to words. You know
that feeling that after two-years you guarded your heart, you have those walls,
last night, those walls disappeared like nothing had happened two-years ago. That
is also the first time, when I really talked about everything without this
hesitation that this person that I’m talking with right now will or might judge
me after this. First time we really talked, but it feels like already years that
I know him. You know that feeling that, I can talk to this man every day
without getting bored, or even if I’m just with him doing nothing, or even just
staring at him, I will be happy. And it is also nice to know that there’s a
person that is actually just like you.
Last night, was one of the
happiest night I ever had, one of the best as well. Looking forward to more of
that, looking forward to more adventures, with him. If given a chance. As of
now, I’m just happy, really happy knowing him. I’m really grateful, thanking
him that he exist. I’m really grateful that I got a chance to know him, to know
him more.
I’m really running out of words,
so bye, but yeah, thank you so much for last night, thank you for making me
happy, again. I really did not expect that, and I was glad, it happened. No regrets,
just… I don’t know, lol. I’m not even in to rushing things. I’ll go with the
flow. If it is destined to happen, it will happen.
PS.
Been listening to “Safety Pin” by
5SOS and “Tadhana” by Up Dharma Down since this morning, lol.