W + N = First month, and a lifetime to go!

Monday; December 21, 2015

“It’s not about how long you’ve known the person, it’s about the recognition…”

I still can’t believe that I am now in a relationship with a man who truly loves me, where every day I can feel that his love was true and sincere. It’s already been a month, but I still get the same butterflies whenever I saw him. I may get a chance to see him every day and to be with him every day, still I get excited whenever I am arriving at the office knowing he’s there and waiting for me and will give me the sweetest smile that is so priceless. I am in love every day, I am in love with him every day, and I will never get tired of him, I will never get tired of the feeling.

I can’t explain how happy I am to finally meet that someone who can fulfill my dreams, and to love me truly and sincerely. I am grateful every day that he came in to my life. Waited for two years, and it’s all worth it! I never thought that I will be in love again, that my heart will felt so much happiness again, that real happiness. I never thought that someone will love me the way I want to be loved. I remember that I promised myself, if ever I got a chance to have a boyfriend again, I promised to myself that he will be the last, he will be the one I’ll marry, and he’ll be the one whom I’ll be in the future with. And I can feel that he is really the one. I don’t have any regrets, this coming 25^th will be our first month, but as early as now, I can feel that he will be the one that I’m spending my life, my future with.

He made me feel again, he made me feel that true love is worth the wait. He made me feel that I am worth it, that I deserve to be happy, that we deserve to be happy. He made me feel that despite of my flaws, there is someone who will still see the good in you, that will made you feel you are perfect.

“And as he kissed me, I felt my soul reincarnate, my heart made up for all the beats it had skipped in a flourish of thumps, my face and hands tingled numbly, I began to see stars, and that was it. That is how I knew what it felt like to live.” – Jared Brighten

I am the happiest when I’m with him, and I really, really love the feeling. Posting this now, because I might forgot to post this exactly on the 25^th, because I have work, zzzz. Nevertheless…

Hi Whyne! Thank you so much for everything! You might tell me it’s not necessary, but for me it is! Thank you for the love, for understanding me, thank you for being so real and humble. I can’t thank you enough, saying thank you every day is not enough to show how grateful I am that you finally came in to my life. I am so happy, I am so blessed to have you in my life. I love you yesterday, I love you today, I love you tomorrow, and I love you for the rest of our lives! Happy first month to us! Cheers to our first month and to lifetime! I love you so much, Whyne U. Viriña!

“Should this be the last thing I see? I want you to know it’s enough for me. ‘Cause all that you are is all that I’ll ever need…”

Tadhana.

Sunday; November 22, 2015

“Wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you…”

It started on a friend request that I received last November 1, 2015, which I got curious of. Seeing that we have a lot of mutual friends and we’re working in the same company, so I accepted his friend request.

He really got me.

I really got curious who is “he”, every day I look on his profile and asking myself who is he, do I see him in the operations floor, is he from the morning or graveyard shift… Until I saw him one time on the operations floor, but the curiosity did not stop. Still, I searched for his Facebook profile to know more about him, and by stalking, I discovered that we got “a lot” of things in common, and felt that he’s so nice, and it triggered me to know more about him, not just by “stalking” his profile, but the real getting to know each other, lol. And you know by that, it means that I like him.

Until this week, November 17, 2015, when he first smiled at me and the first time we actually “talked”. Then it goes, I asked him to teach me his skills in vector, surprisingly, he agreed. Little did he know, I have other intention when I asked him to teach me. Ha-ha!

Yesterday. November 21, 2015, when I get to know him more. And after two-years, that is the first time again that I felt so much happiness that I cannot really put in to words. You know that feeling that after two-years you guarded your heart, you have those walls, last night, those walls disappeared like nothing had happened two-years ago. That is also the first time, when I really talked about everything without this hesitation that this person that I’m talking with right now will or might judge me after this. First time we really talked, but it feels like already years that I know him. You know that feeling that, I can talk to this man every day without getting bored, or even if I’m just with him doing nothing, or even just staring at him, I will be happy. And it is also nice to know that there’s a person that is actually just like you.

Last night, was one of the happiest night I ever had, one of the best as well. Looking forward to more of that, looking forward to more adventures, with him. If given a chance. As of now, I’m just happy, really happy knowing him. I’m really grateful, thanking him that he exist. I’m really grateful that I got a chance to know him, to know him more.

I’m really running out of words, so bye, but yeah, thank you so much for last night, thank you for making me happy, again. I really did not expect that, and I was glad, it happened. No regrets, just… I don’t know, lol. I’m not even in to rushing things. I’ll go with the flow. If it is destined to happen, it will happen.

PS.

Been listening to “Safety Pin” by 5SOS and “Tadhana” by Up Dharma Down since this morning, lol. 

SEPANX

Thursday; April 09, 2015

Well, I don’t know where I will start…

In my almost five years of stay in La Salle, being a college student, I met a lot of people. Been in different blocks, met different classmates, and met different people and personalities. I’ve become the student who actually doesn’t care of what is happening in the school, in my subjects, in my classmates, that I’ll just attend my class, and then go home. I even experienced having three hour breaks, and still doesn’t eat “lunch” because I have no friends, no block mates, that I’ll just stay in kubo or in the library waiting for my next class, or sometimes I’ll just skip my class and go home. Before, I thought it was okay, who cares of being alone?

Until I met them… The BUM and also some of the AB Communication, batch 2015.

They are not really my original batch, since my original batch is 2014. But, this is the first time that I got this “separation anxiety” feeling.

I’m gonna miss those days, na aabutin tayo ng 9:00pm sa school, na lagi tayong sinusundo ni Kuya Guard, and to remind us na, 9pm na. Those late night bonding sa Pares na pag walang kanin, sa Mcdo ang bagsak. “The Joggers Unite” when our yayaan sa inuman, naging yayaan mag jogging, to have a healthy living lifestyle. “The Open Forum” plus star gazing sa Grandstand. Biglaang over nights, hulugan sa bangin sa gilid ng kubo, iwanan kung sino man ang tulog sa kubo, lol. Ano pa ba? Chubby Musubi days, nung hindi pa siya air-conditioned, haha. Starbucks days wherein isa lang ang bibili, pero lahat makikinabang. Super late uwi, kasi nag “bonding” pa, lol, walwalan, karaoke, and etc.

But, if there are sweet days, meron din naming bitter days na nag aaway ang tropa. Like yung away ni Yzon at Doms, na napapunta si Doms sa kabilang side of the kubo. Away ni Paolo at Doms, na umabot ng three weeks? Na may pag “Imma bitch, imma flirt” pa ang isa, haha. Pikunan ni Bono at Julius, kasi mali ng text si Julius kay Bono, at muntik pang masabugan si Bono sa Mcdo Pala Pala. PAG TATAMPO NI ALFRED. Cyber-war namin ni Yzon sa The BUM group, lol. And onting pikunan, pag nagkaka-hackan na ng Facebook, haha.

Those days are priceless. 5, 10 years from now, ganun pa rin kaya tayo? Are we gonna go back to Grandstand, then mag star gazing lang, then talk about life? Babalikan pa kaya natin yung kubo natin, na nag silbing bahay natin for almost a year and half? Are we still the same group? Na happy happy lang, kahit na marami ng bumabatikos, go with the flow pa din.

Thank you guys. Thanks for the memories that I’ll forever treasure, na kahit minsan naiinis ako sa iba sainyo, lol. Still, you never fail to put a smile on my face and to complete my whole college life experience. Kahit na minsan, I feel na I’m not really part of the group, okay lang, makita ko lang kayo and makasama, masaya na ko. I’m gonna miss each and every one of you, I’m gonna miss those faces and different attitudes. I’m gonna miss those kubo days. I’m happy that this group was made, that this group was “established” lol, I’m happy that I get to bond and to meet you guys. And I hope someday, kahit na professionals na tayo and may kanya kanyang buhay, sana magkaroon pa rin tayo ng time para magkita and bonding. My whole college life would not be complete kung hindi ko kayo nakilala, and I’m really thankful and blessed na nakilala ko kayo. You may not notice me, or I may not be that sweet or clingy sainyo, pero deep inside, mahal na mahal ko kayo, lol.

Madami pa kong gustong sabihin, kaso ayoko naman masyadong maging ma-drama ‘tong blog post na ‘to, lol. Basta yun, I’m really grateful, and if ever I’ll get a chance na mag rewind ng experiences sa buhay ko, I will not hesitate na bumalik, balik balikan yung masasaya nating bondings. Thank you guys! And I love you all!

Congratulations, guys! Till next time, and till we meet again! Good luck and God bless on your new journey.

PS.

Please, walang kalimutan. We have Facebook group, and we have each other numbers, so there. 

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Thursday; April 02, 2015

I’ve been blogging since year 2010, since then, I’ve posted a lot. 75 blog posts since I started blogging, but all good and bad posts must come to an end.

So from 75, down to 10 posts. Lol. I just have to, because at some point, they don’t make sense anymore.

BOOK REVIEW: "The Maze Runner Series"

Wednesday; January 28, 2015

Done reading these book since the first week of January. I'm just gonna post my book review here in my blog, haha. 

All about how you will survive in a world full of trials, full of fake people, who's only goal is to make and see you suffer. That even those people who are close to you will and ready to betray you.

Every page/chapter is a cliff-hanger, that you will wanted to read more and witness what will happen to Thomas and to the other Gladers.

Wicked is not so good, lol

Book to Movie.

Sunday; October 12, 2014

As a reader, and a self-proclaimed book worm, I was really frustrated when the book that I’ve read becomes a movie. Like, The Fault in Our Stars and Divergent, which was led by Shailene Woodley, though she’s really a good actress and really suits to the character of Hazel Grace in TFIOS and Beatrice/Tris in Divergent, I don’t have a protest to that. What I’m frustrated is on the story in the movie. Sobrang magkaiba! Especially in Divergent, like, where are the things that I’ve read in the book? Why is it not in the movie?

Honestly speaking, I’ve watched Divergent first, then read it after because I really liked the movie. But, when I’m already reading it, I was like, why is this thing is not in the movie? This scene is important, it should be on the movie! Then, when I finished reading, I watched it again, I found myself asking the same question, finding important scenes that’s in the book that should be in the movie, but eventually, the writer of the movie did not include it. Can you feel the frustration that I’m feeling?

People should learn how to read! And not just joining the band-wagon because they hear that it will be or it is a good movie. I don’t know if the authors of the books that becomes a movie is happy with the result of those movie, or they also feel frustrated about it. “Writers” of the movie should give justice to the authors of the book. Though I understand that the whole book can’t be on the full-length movie, what I’m saying is, do not remove the important parts! Because people WHO DO NOT read will be misled and will just stick to the story that they have watched.

This Ain't Goodbye :)

Saturday; July 19, 2014

It’s kinda hard for me when I’m making this “tribute” video. It’s like emotions are coming up, I feel happy and will laugh with the pictures, but then, whenever I preview it, it’s like, “hey, I’m doing this because I’ll bid my farewell soon.” Then eventually, I started to feel sad and lonely knowing that in one week, I will already leave DPC.

It is really hard to say “goodbye” to the people whom become your family. In my almost four-months stay in DPC (woah, four months haha), it was really fun. I thought my summer will be boring because of it, but then I was wrong. I met new people, met new personalities and lastly, I met a family.

Thank you so much DPC, especially to the NSS Family. Thank you for all the lessons that you taught us. Thank you for teaching us how to become the BETTER PERSON that we always have to be. Thank you also to the memories that were built in my stay in the company. I am always grateful that I met you all, the “coolest bosses” ever, lol. You all have a special space here in my heart, especially Sir Wingard, ha-ha loljk. I won’t say goodbye because I know this is not yet the end, and I know I’ll be seeing you guys around and I know we will find time to make new memories and adventures together. Ms. Hazel, Ms. Anne, Sir Jun, Sir Angelo, Sir Zar, Ms. Jona, Ms. Belle, Ms. Tin, Ms. Mitch and Ms. Xylinne. I definitely will miss you all. Till next time and see you around!